❤周末❤

这张照片看得出什么不同吗？

我又开始我的part time job了。就因为之前我的公司在赶工，导致我周末还要回公司做工。所以应该接近一个月没做part time了。

这星期的周末我就在Digital Mall里的LG counter 做LG phone promoter。工作时间11点早上到8点晚上，工钱也算不错。最重要是在那里认识了一班和蔼可亲的同事，做工也做得很开心点。其实这份part time job应该是有史以来我做得最开心最不压力的一份。

周末除了做工，晚上时间还是会跟朋友出去放松一下。虽然不是说很尽兴，但是还是不错开心的。

接下来就是照片时间啦！！！
星期六晚上 - century

❤天真或愚蠢❤

今天来点别的，不写关于私生活点滴或感受。根据我的主题 -- 天真或愚蠢，其实这两个形容词的意思就在一线之差。

在什么情况下会被认为是天真呢？思想单纯也只可以形容在一些人的身上而已。因为有些太过“单纯”只会让人觉得是做作。

其实很多时候，我们都会很执着我们自己的想法。但当旁观者发现了不对劲，也会给于我们一些劝告。但是我们还是无动于衷，因为毕竟忠言逆耳。。。

第一次或许人家会觉得我们单纯或天真。但是日子久了，所谓的单纯或天真就会变成了愚蠢。所谓的旁观者也不会再加以理会了，也就代表着你想去死就让你去死吧！

好啦，今天就是这样简单的讲解。以上言论比非针对任何人，只是属于我自己的想法。如有冒犯，敬请原谅。

❤这里拍，那里拍❤

Eddy Chia

KY Tha

Eddy Chia & KY Tha

我们最近常泡station one，就因为认识了以上的两个人。一个星期既然去了三次，现在想起都会怕。所以说好了，从这星期起只有星期四晚上才会出现了。

最近有个朋友对DSLR很感兴趣，所以等他的宝贝出来后就可以一起去拍照了。我感到很开心因为我在这里找到可以陪我疯唱歌又可以疯拍照的朋友了。所谓知己难求~~~

说到拍照，看看以上的照片。。。可以证明了我的技术退步了很多很多，所以接下来的日子希望可以多练习。

还有一件很伤心很心痛的事，我的宝贝拍出来的照片既然有瑕疵了。一个黑点就在右下角（landscape），怎么办？我清理干净filter和lens还是一样，那黑点还是一样存在。虽然在宝贝身上的screen看到是一小点，但是一放去电脑就可以看到很大点了。呜呜~~~ Dear说会帮我拿回公司检查，所以现在我能做的只有希望可以获救。

回到主题~❤这里拍，那里拍❤

这当然是和拍照有关~~~我希望我可以像以前一样拿着我的宝贝，走到哪里拍到哪里。我很享受那种感觉，只是以前为了assignment而现在是为了兴趣。以前为了要拍什么就去拍什么，现在是看到什么就拍什么。

除了自己去拍照，我还希望可以当其他photographer的model。虽然我不漂亮，但是我还希望可以有一集属于我自己的shooting相册。

❤Slim Body❤

I feel really wanna kill myself when I stand infront of my dressing table and look into the mirror. Yer~~~ I am seriously getting fatter and fatter. Not only my face getting round and my body also getting round.

Actually after together with dear, I already getting fat because he always always buy food for me and ask me to eat until fully. People said woman who are in love sure will getting fat. I sweat =.=''' but I still will agree with 90%. Another 10% are giving to which woman are eating non-stop also wont be fat.

Haha xD

The below point only is the main point cause me getting fatter and fatter. This started after I having my training at EVO Pictures. This is because I need to sit infront pc everyday to doing my work even after having breakfast and lunch also the same. Besides that, my working time sure until late night, so will at supper time having my dinner everynight.

I really wish that I can get back my slim body.

❤叶子❤

昨晚又是星期四晚上，我、caleb、jee wei 和dear去了sunway station one。为了只是想捧洁莹（不懂写对吗）的场，因为她是在那里驻唱歌手。自从三个星期前我们在kota damansara认识她后，我们可以说每个星期四晚上都会去station one。

我和caleb先抵达那里，所以就先order我们的“晚餐”。结果那里的员工的服务态度不怎么好加上有一直来错食物，给我们两个的感觉就是不会再想去第二次。之后洁莹到了和她打个招呼，然后我就开始做我的weekly report。一边享受着音乐和歌声一边在做着功课，那种感觉真的很好。

在这里的气氛比kota damansara的station one好很多倍。因为这次洁莹和eddy（结莹的partner）比较互动和搞气氛。整个场面不曾冷下来过，超赞！

我还记得昨晚点了一首歌，那就是“叶子”。不懂大家还记不记得这首歌呢？洁莹唱歌给我听，她的歌声牵动了我的心。真的很感伤。。。

还有还有caleb上台献唱了三首歌，可是我只是录到一个video，因为我的电话没电了。好可惜。。。

如果有时间，大家可以每个星期四晚上到sunway station one。因为他们的歌声真的超赞！而我也应该都会在那里出现。

❤关心❤

心情普通的一天，和平常一样起床、冲凉、上班。希望今天将会一切顺顺利利的。现在就进入正题，这篇文章将会比较专注在我的心情和感受。

姐姐早上和我说了一番话，让我眼泪再次掉下。虽然我的脾气很不好也不喜欢你们念我，但是我是明白你们在关心我的。我懂你们很怕我生气，但是我并没有生气的感觉。反而只感觉到自己很不好，因为我又让你们担心我了。

其实我很担心爸爸的健康，但是就是没有勇气去关心他。我很怕被爸爸骂，因为我的爸爸并不像其他爸爸一样。有时候真的很想像其他人的女儿一样可以抱抱他们的爸爸。那是多么的温馨啊~~~

已经半只脚踏入社会的我已经经历了很多也明白了很多。我明白自己要的是什么，所以不管做了什么决定都希望可以得到你们的支持。

最后想让你们知道你们的关心和担心，我都知道也很珍惜。但是我还是希望有我自己的自由，因为我并不是小孩子了。请让我自己决定的权利好吗？

我♥你们 - 爸爸、妈妈和姐姐~~~

❤累❤

我很久没来这里更新了，不是因为我懒而是最近真的很忙。忙什么呢？忙着green screen shooting还有create movie background。每天早出晚归的生活让我精疲力尽，现在的我只想有个时间让我好好的休息。除此之外，最近的生活都不顺心，烦事一单接一单真的让我感觉到很累。那种累不是普通的累，而是体力的耗损加上精神上的压力。这简直把我拉到崩溃的边缘。

一直以来，我的事情都不想麻烦到我家人，但偏偏好多事情都让他们知道了。我觉得自己真的好无能，整天只会让父母担心。什么时候才可以让他们过得比较好呢？昨晚姐姐信息告诉我，最近爸爸的血糖比较高。明天（代表今天）还会去医院检查一趟，姐姐叫我有空就拨个电话回家给爸爸妈妈。看了信息，我的眼泪就留了下来。现在的心情也没好过=(
我很想他们，可是就是没有那种勇气给他们拨电话。我是不是很不孝？

最后在这里，我祈求上天慈悲保佑我的家人健健康康、平平安安。

❤Painful❤

This month will be very busy with shooting and confirm that will be sleepless month. No matter how just enjoy the last month at my company.

Actually this 2 days I feel suffer and pain because I sprain my neck on saturday night. Anyone know how can decrease my painful?

No electrical supply today morning when I doing some edit using after effect. Damn it! I didnt save what I already done. Haiz... When nothing to do, Winky go to her car take the maid cosplay to me for change and capture picture.

All of you can see that I look very fat and ugly in this 2 pictures. OMG =.=''' I had to continue doing sit-up to keep back my body slim.

Last one is the picture for whole EVO Picture's member.

Am I look weird in this picture? Haha xD

❤Busy Life❤

Today I have nothing to do and just stay at room whole day. I already quit the cashier job and event of the samsung galaxy s already end so now already less 2 income. So anyone have part time job just introduce for me.

Besides that, I am an agent for streamyx, credit card and also loan. If you always read my blog, you sure will know it.

Recently busy fullfill my life and always sleep late at night make me feel very tired. But no matter how tired am I, I still feel sweet because I know dear always give me support.

Today come here update abit about recently life. Everyday working and night after working will go out dinner, yam cha with friend if my friend date me.

Still remember Thursday night I go to meet with Caleb and friends for dinner. Then we had second round at station one. We had a lot of fun with playing a crazy game "21" cause us order 31 glasses sky juice and the price is rm1.20 per glass. It really make us run toilet whole night. xD

We meet 2 new friends there also and they are liveband singer there. After they finish working, we invite them sit together and communicate with each other. Then we confirm with them next Thursday will go there again.

Below is a video I record at there. When Caleb had been invite to stage had fun.

One Night in Station One

Anywhere, I really had fun that night. Just when go back had a big arguement with dear. It really hurt me but after had a long chat we are ok d.

Lastly, I hope all back luck will gone.

   

❤Credit Card or Loan❤

Anyone feel interest to apply credit card or koperasi loan? 


Credit Card
Listing for bank MBF

1. MBF
2. EON BANK
3. CITIBANK
4. BANK RAKYAT
5. PUBLIC BANK
6. HONG LEONG BANK
7. STANDARD CHARTERED
8. BANK ISLAM
9. ALLIANCE BANK

You can choose which bank you want to apply.

Requirements for apply credit card:
MINIMUM salary must at least RM18000/YEAR

Please prepare the things I had list down below:

1. 2 x Photostate IC (both side)
2. EA form
3. Lastest salary slip / bank statement (3 months)

Koperasi Loan

~Double click for enlarge the flyer picture~

For further information, contact with natalie 016-5965280.

❤倒霉❤

我原本还以为新的生活新的开始，霉运也已经结束。但事实并不是如此。

一大清早起来走去condo外面那车、等wendy，然后去打油准备上班。那时候的心情还蛮不错，但好景不长在。我在counter给了油钱然后走回我的车准备打油时，却发现我的大镜夹着了一张牛肉干。原心情直接大跌深入到谷底。

我真的很想骂那些警察是有正经事不做每天跑来请人吃牛肉干的。我这样辛苦做part time的钱就要一次一次的奉献给他们。真是王八蛋！！！

每天九点多才来抄牌，今天不懂发什么神经既然八点十分就来抄牌。真是人头猪脑！！！！

arghhhhh...................

❤Streamyx❤

Hello everyone!

Are you or your friends feel interest to sign up streamyx (Unifi, GradPack, BlockBuster Deal or existing streamyx customer wanna upgrade to Unifi)? If yes or for further informtion can contact with me.

~Natalie 016-5965280~

Below are some flyer for 3 different package

1) BlockBuster Deal Package

2) GradPack

3) Unifi Package

If you feel the words look too small, you can double click on the flyer picture to enlarge it.

❤Piano❤

I sit in front of my office pc, doing my job and listen to Marksim-The Piano Player. I really feel very relax right now because I can listen to piano song. Enjoy the music with all my heart.

Actually I had plan to learn piano when I still small but I know my family cant really support me so I just keep in my heart. I tell myself I will earn money myself only learn it. I will gradute after 10 months and will start my working life. I will use a part of my salary and start learning piano.

Maybe for you all will think that is too late for a lady already 23 years old only learning piano and just start from beginning. But for me is worth because that is my dream and no matter how old am I that is still my dream.

I will hit my goal first and only success my dream ^^

❤Sunday Night❤

Good morning to all my friend. Today already is first day of week 10 for my Y3S1. Hope everything are running smooth. ^^ I go to company more early than usual because dear have to go for interview new job. Hope he get the job.

Lets flash back to yesterday night ----> "SUNDAY night

Jason come to fetch me and dear at 920pm and go to William meet caleb and kit. When reach there, I see what they eat really terkejut me. Why? This is because the food their order is very big one and the price is ok.

Below is my drink

I share this with my dear. This call "SODA HERB"

After William we go to sunway meet their friend "Rong Hui" to watch movie. Actually we plan to watch "Salt" but no movie ticket already so we just watch "The Sorcerer's Apprentice".

When I reach Sunway I go to find my honey first. So happy to meet her. Chit-chat a while with her then go to watch movie because is rushing time. I will go to find you next time when I free. Take care.

p/s : forgive my broken english...

❤Relax Sunday❤

Is time to says hello August and goodbye July. 1st of August today and its sunday again. I have no work today and just rest in hostel. Seem like I have long time didnt rest well and feel so relax.

Actually I dont know what to write here today just want to come here and update my blog only. So just end the post with a wish "all the best in this new month to all my friends and also myself"